thank god for having me to focus for the whole day!
it feels good to be focused and achieve something fruitful!
why didnt i started doing this since the very first day of fyp?!
HAHAHA!
O WELL!
directed activity!
amen!

i always wonder what have i become

looking at the good old photos of friends

friends that we once shared our joy and pain

been through the toughest

the sweetest!

till circumstances and responsibilities climb on YOU

when YOU have to make some decision that is fair to everyone else

it was hard

it was harsh

but

WHAT TO DO?

this is life and it goes on and we move on

life's awesome!

WHEEEEEEE!!!!!

woke up at ten thirty! awesome right!

then on computer and felt DAMN SIAN!

so i got onto the sofa

and

BOOOOOOM!

crashed!

slept till one plus! haahaha!

well o well!

dad said:

the not so clever one will do things that benefits others but not himself

the clever one will do things that benefits others and himself

the not clever at all one will do things that benefits HIMSELF and not others!

hahahahhahahah! omtian! damn true lar!

TWO MORE TO GO!

three cheers for dad killing a lizard we have been hunting for three days!
hiphip hooray!

my dad was soooooo angry
that he hit the lizard soooooo many times when it was already dead.


HAHA!

NICE!

YOU know life can be very very sour at times
like what im going through now
but im glad that at these times
i have a loving family to be supporting me
and
an
awesome
god.

what else do i need?!

i really thank god that my parents are so supportive of me on the project and i didnt know how much was that till recently!
god! to YOU alone i praise!

come one ring those bells! light the christmas tree!
everybody likes to take a holiday!
everybody likes to take a rest!
oh oh oh oh oh!
come on ring those bells!
three more weeks to end of fyp!
come on let me pass! jussssstttttt let me pass!
AMEN!




going back on a saturday is good!
ateeks said "we should just come for the next few saturdays to chiong work, because we wont have the chance already!"
goodness!
i was like
like
finally felt it
they use to mention we are going to graduate
going to miss the studio
and studio CULTURE
i didnt really feel much
but this time round i could really feel it!
maybe its coming closer!
o mans!
o dear!
o no!
o welllllll~

daddygod is in control!
do not worry!
because in all the things that YOU are not worrying about,
those are the areas in life where YOU prosper and reign!
AMEN!

its getting sickening
because all the arrows are towards me
someone tell me why
tell me why
tell me why
tell me why
tell me why
tell me why
and now it seems like its me and only me who made those decisions!
so clever YOU come and do lar! roll eye balls.

god YOU take over lar i cannot LIAOSZXSSZXSZXS!

god has a story to tell in every single lives.

today's sermon was good!
let go let god!

i guess i have to learn that!
or maybe thats not to be learnt but to ask for!

o well!
having problems here and there!
but still i think im going to have faith in him
and see what are his blessings for me!

DO NOT WORRY!
the code for the the year!
believe in the restful increase year!